30secondstomars

17 years of living in this Earth.

all started well.

but then, God gave me those test.

but i'm glad that i got to overcome it.

Thank God for the strength You've gave me.

 

now, i need them again.

to overcome everything.

and forget about this feeling.

and make my life more meaningful this time.

 

it's hard to just not feel that way.

somehow i still think that there's hope.

why do i think that way, even knowing the way he treat me.

why do i still love him with all my heart when i don't even know what he's feeling towards me.

why am i blindly in love with him?

why can't i just forget him...

if so, my mouth said that he's gonna be my friend...

but why my heart wants him to be the one?

 

for me... he's my happiness.

even how much he gradually hurts me.

i don't know how am i supposed to live without even listening to his voice.

 

why am i supposed to…

BUZZMEDIA's Dolby Diva, Hanna Beth recently stopped by the Dolby Truck outside LA Live for The Black Crowes concert to check out the latest in Dolby Surround Sound.

In colours xD - JJ will be happy 'cause of that hehe :P
WEEKEND! YES XD

fuck. i actually screamed when today when i saw paranormal activity.
i never get scared by movies, but fuck.

my day today:
wake up crying because i had another dream about jared dying.
colour in some harry potter things.
get dressed and ready
go to kildare and meet up with some old friends.
go to ttp to buy this is war (finally)
go to 5 stores and noone has it in yet.
go find maria, sinaar and all the other kildare girls.
see paranormal activity.
die
hang out in cold rock.
go home and discover your whole family is over.

04/12/2009

My dad found out I'm not doing good in my math course. Thats the good news. The bad news is that he doesn't know how bad I am doing.

Also, I just made a fool of myself in front of my professor because I listened to my friend who gave me wrong information. WHAT THE HELL? I'm really pissed. I never give people the wrong information, especially if I know they are going to ask about it. If I don't know for sure, I say so! Ugh.

Anyway *cools down* this was taken on my webcam b/c I'm too lazy to get out my camera. Ville Valo is staring at me >.>